surf fisher

obsession with the self

2008-05-31T12:39:00.003Z

Are blogs inherently narcissistic?

Sunday Night Live

2007-11-27T23:17:00.001Z

Anna on suffering, for Sunday Night Live this week

bag the mac

2007-11-16T18:13:00.000Z

Tonight I was doing some online window-shopping for a laptop bag. I've only ever found one that fits my laptop properly and for the past two years I've been deliberating if £80 is too much for a laptop bag.
Anyway tonight I found this forum with the following comedy comments:

"As demonstrated in one of the most helpful animated gifs ever, one can see that the CORE system is designed to keep your notebook standing on end if you drop it on a pillow." See http://www.brenthaven.com/core-protection-levels.html

millsE @ Whirlpool: "i have a 12" Booq Viper and i am very impressed with it, i had a ridiculously clumsy stumble at school, somehow i tripped over 2 chairs, didn't fall over and managed to gain balance again, and then i stumbled over a further chair, my shoulder bag with my 12" ibook in it fell off my shoulder and i stepped with quite some weight onto the laptop, and all is fine."

(I wanted to add a comment congratulating him on a great story)

i love the bbc

2007-10-28T11:22:00.000Z

** Man pulls helicopter with ear **
A Georgian man claims to have set a record by pulling a helicopter weighing nearly eight tons for 26 metres with his ear.

pot of gold

2007-10-10T12:39:00.000Z

Radiohead's new album, In Rainbows, goes on sale in the shops in a couple of months' time. Today you can download it from their website, and you decide how much you pay for it. I say well done Radiohead, for raising an interesting question in a creative way. Monday's Guardian (http://media.guardian.co.uk/mediaguardian/story/0,,2185647,00.html) liked their marketing strategy.
I paid £1 for it (I tried to pay £4 the first time and the site crashed). Afterwards I felt a little guilty, because upon listening to it realised it's probably worth more than that. But now I'm not so sure. On a very philosophical walk home I pondered, how on earth do you decide what monetary value to put on any item, never mind on a collection of music, which can lift or sink the soul? I pay £50 for a pair of jeans because the shop tells me that's how much they're worth. But who gives them the authority to say that? I'm not convinced they have it.
Jesus Christ once said, "Do not work for food that spoils, but for food that endures to eternal life, which the Son of Man (ie him) will give you. On him God the Father has placed his seal of approval." (John 6:27)
In other words, Jesus suggested that an item's value (or whether it is worth investing in) is determined by its eternal worth and significance. The one thing we ought to consider of immense value, that we don't, is the human soul. Only through him can we invest in it eternally. Who gives him the authority to claim that? He claims that God does. I think he's right, and his comments are fresh air for our consumerist culture.

Suffering? Let your light shine!

2007-09-27T07:51:00.000Z

"Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.
You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled underfoot.
You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven."
Jesus Christ, Matthew 5v11-16

"What is most salty and bright in this insipid and dark world is the almost incomprehensible joy of Jesus' followers in the midst of persecution and the hardships of life. It is a joy that is meek and merciful and pure and peaceable, but these things alone do not awaken people to the glory of God. In order to waken people to consider God as an explanation for our good works there generally must be an obstacle of suffering that would ordinarily cause them to be angry or despairing, but does not have that effect on us. Rather they see us "rejoice" in hardship. They see that this hardship does not make us self-centred and self-pitying and mean-spirited. Instead they see our joy and wonder what we are hoping in when ordinary props for hope have been knocked away. The answer, Jesus says, is that we have great reward in heaven. That is, Jesus has become a treasure for us that is more precious than what the world offers. Therefore, when persecution or calamity take natural pleasures away, we still have Jesus, and we still have joy."
John Piper, What Jesus Demands From The World, IVP

woohoo!

2007-09-14T16:47:00.000Z

The Rees's Swing

2007-05-04T07:30:00.001Z

I'm a saint!

2007-03-08T21:01:00.000Z

1 corinthians 1v2 "to the church of God in Corinth, to those sanctified in Christ Jesus and called to be holy (literal translation: have been made holy), together with all those everywhere who call on the name of our Lord Jesus Christ - their Lord and ours"

Mike Reeves:
How would you feel if I said, "I'm a saint!"?
You'd think, "that's an arrogant thing to say".
That's because we associate being a saint with doing good. So if I say I'm a saint, you think I'm saying a good person.
But Scripture says being a saint is quite the opposite - it is absolutely nothing to do with what we do, but it is something given to us, regardless of what we do. It is something available to anyone who calls on the name of our Lord Jesus Christ. So if I trust in Christ, God considers me a saint!

http://thebluefish.blogspot.com/2007/03/uccf-south-east-leaders.html

erm, hi...

2007-03-07T23:41:00.000Z

thanks to andy and amanda I've decided to keep this blog going. only because they both read it, but that makes my day!

sayonara blogger... hallo facebook

2007-02-04T17:30:00.000Z

this blog is over. see you at facebook!

Thief steals urinal from city pub

2007-01-05T23:41:00.000Z

It took him 40 minutes!

happy new year couple

2007-01-05T23:18:00.000Z

mobile clubbing

2006-12-07T09:15:00.000Z

How cool is this?!

A couple of weeks ago a circular email went out with words to this effect:

"30/11/06 @ 7.18pm @ Paddington Station. Arrive at location at given time. Start dancing to your personal stereo to the music of your choice. Please utilise the whole space, spread out - this will prevent us from being moved on. Don't worry clubbers you will be one of many."

So about 3500 people turned up to Paddington Station, and at precisely 7.18pm turned on their ipods and started dancing like nutters - in silence, apart from the occasional whoop from the crowd. Anna's brother (above) was there for about 2 hours and got his photo in the next day's Evening Standard!

Postmodern clubbing - what a cool phenomenon!

Go here for a slideshow
http://www.flickr.com/photos/yappa/sets/72157594399493225/show/
and here for a movie
http://www.stevendiffey.co.uk/2006/12/mobile-clubbing-in-paddington-station.html

porth towan

2006-11-19T21:19:00.000Z

on a saturday afternoon in november

a summary of the past 500 years

2006-11-08T23:23:00.000Z

by Marcus Honeysett:

Reformation stated knowledge is available because of revelation
Enlightenment removed God from the equation
Morality became based on utalitarianism
Christianity responded by creating liberalism
Naturalism brought feelings back
Science denied it which led to materialism
Materialism demanded to be purely personal - leisure versus work
World War One denied scientific materialism
The Great Depression led to World War Two and ended modernism
Communism failed to deliver
Truth claims were automatically suspect
Hence postmodernism was born.
So Trisha says, personal choice is the ultimate value.

st mawes

2006-10-20T20:35:00.000Z

baptism, anyone?

2006-10-11T12:25:00.000Z

I've been thinking about baptism lately, and I've reached a stalemate. Below is my dilemma. I'd appreciate comments, thoughts, opinions on any of the questions below - if anyone's up for it let's discuss! Coffee bible club interested? Thanks

"What I find confusing about the subject of baptism is not who should get baptised – I’m pretty confident that is open to believing adults and their children – nor what is it – it’s a covenantal sacrament, and at the very least I know it’s a good thing, with power attributed to it. The big question for me is, what happens at baptism? After pondering this question for the best part of a year I am still no clearer what the answer is. It is certainly not just a public witness of faith. That is what it’s been reduced to in some circles, but the Scriptures attribute more power to it than that. When someone is baptised, something spiritual happens. It has spiritual power. Which concludes that a baptised believer is more blessed than an unbaptised believer. That makes sense, because the Scriptures encourage us to do it. Is it not then a work? This brings us back to probably the most simple question asked of baptism today: if I am saved by grace, why do I need to get baptised?"

children of men

2006-09-30T08:26:00.000Z

I thought this film was terrifying. I felt challenged about how much I take for granted the fact that I live in a peaceful country and how grim it must be for people in Iraq or Sudan right now.

goonhilly

2006-09-24T20:02:00.000Z

a good whodunnit

2006-09-16T20:58:00.000Z

"this year's donnie darko" total film
"one of the most original and entertaining movies of the year" empire

gwithian, start of summer

2006-09-09T21:59:00.000Z

hallo there!

2006-09-01T23:51:00.000Z

yup it been long.
summer good but quick: bournemouth, aberdeen, drive south, soul, prep prep prep. currently considering the morality of blogging. i may just stick to emailing - old school, but better communication clearly! soon there'll be broadband and then I'll decide.
i need my bed man

ethical query

2006-07-11T08:06:00.000Z

I still have three student loans to pay off, and each year I defer them because I still don't earn enough to have to pay them back. On the one hand, I will probably never earn enough to have to pay them back, so I could keep deferring them until after 25 years they are written off. Or, I could actually set a bit aside and start paying them off. I am unsure which is wiser stewardship. What should I do?

suffering v healing

2006-07-11T08:03:00.000Z

Had an interesting conversation with a student friend this week about suffering. Why does God allow it? Why doesn't God always heal? Isn't it contrary to his character not to heal? Here are my thoughts:
1. It is right to pray for healing
2. We must accept that sometimes God chooses not to heal - not because we haven't enough faith, nor because we deserve to suffer - but so, therefore, because he decides it is best.
3. It isn't necessarily outside of God's character not to heal. If we are his, we will be healed one day, which may come sooner or later, and God is sovereign in his timing. To stick to his perfect timing is the most loving thing God can do.
4. We must allow God the right to decide when suffering begins and ends. The more I think about it, the more I think that a lot of good can come out of suffering. A friend of mine recently blogged, "Adversity reveals the reality of the human heart." One reason I don't like the fact that Anna is still ill is because it has revealed how impatient I really am. Whilst that is painful, it can only be a good lesson. And it is better that I suffer and learn that than not suffer at all.
So with Paul, "we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not put us to shame, because God's love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us." (Romans 5) Or at least, I do this on my less sinful days!Also, if we must allow God the right to make the decisions on suffering, that is a sharp rebuke to those of us who don't like to think about the possibility of healing. So let's get praying for it!

God's grace in a box, but not boxed in

2006-07-03T09:33:00.000Z

I had a massive tangible reminder of God’s generous grace recently when a rather substantial cheque came through the post from a friend, completely out of the blue. It soon became clear that God was providing this money specifically for me to buy a laptop – and a very nice one at that! It taught me a number of things:

- As Christians we don’t have to avoid material things - God wants us to enjoy them.
- God provides generously for our needs – not just so we scrape by, but so we can enjoy him.
- We can use material things to enjoy God.
- We can use enjoyable material things to serve God.
- And, surprisingly, I have artistically creative gifts that God wants me to enjoy, develop, and use for his kingdom!

My prayer is that each day I open my laptop, I remember God’s grace. It's right there sitting in front of me!

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2006-06-28T22:30:00.000Z

Life can be tough. I've just been looking at a photo of Anna from when we were going out and remembered that there was actually a time when she didn't have chronic fatigue. For several weeks now I feel like my patience with this thing has been run ragged and dry. I'm still here though.

Bits of Psalm 42

As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, O God.
My soul thirsts for God, for the living God. When can I go and meet with God?
My tears have been my food day and night, while men say to me all day long, "Where is your God?" These things I remember as I pour out my soul: how I used to go with the multitude, leading the procession to the house of God, with shouts of joy and thanksgiving among the festive throng.

Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God.

I say to God my Rock, "Why have you forgotten me? Why must I go about mourning, oppressed by the enemy?" My bones suffer mortal agony as my foes taunt me, saying to me all day long, "Where is your God?"

Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God.

neighbours bombshell

2006-06-24T16:38:00.000Z

So Anna and I are sitting on the balcony of the Marina Bar having breakfast, overlooking the yachts on a sunny Saturday morning, when Anna says to me,
"Kenny, if in the future we have two children, and one's a girl and the other a boy, can we call the girl Libby and the boy Drew?"

oh dear sven

2006-06-21T21:43:00.000Z

England have played three games, they're now in the knockouts. Theo hasn't played yet. Wayne Rooney's in a grump. Michael Owen is injured. Good old Stevie Gerrard is keeping him in a job.
To add to Sven's worries: I typed in sven into google to find a picture - this was the first one...

... and this was the second!

my wife's latest joke

2006-06-21T21:40:00.000Z

q. which english footballer is as good as two in a bush?

a. rio bird-in-hand...

sven ur wierd

2006-06-14T07:34:00.000Z

This is us at full-time of England v. Paraguay on Saturday.
Being impartial as I always am in England's international sporting events, my pundit view is that England have one fatal problem with their World Cup strategy: Theo Walcott. England's problems began when they took Michael Owen off; suddenly they only had one striker up front, Peter Crouch, who is only a support forward - he needs someone in front of him. Who could you put there instead? A cripple or a youth player.
Why why why why why bring someone with no Premiership experience who the coach hasn't even seen play? Three possible reasons: 1. to make a token gesture that they're investing the squad for the future 2. because Arsenal offered Sven financial reward 3. because Sven was banking on Rooney being fit. As the old saying goes, "to win matches you've got to score goals" and Sven's got a problem here. He has four forwards, two of whom aren't fit, one of whom is presumably too terrified to play in the World Cup, and one who's too tall to play on his own. I feel sorry for Jermaine Defoe, he must be wondering what on earth he's done wrong.

oggy

2006-06-14T07:31:00.000Z

the da vinci code

2006-05-22T22:00:00.000Z

...is doing my nut. I'm doing a talk on it on Wednesday evening, and whilst it is nice to encourage some students and challenge others on the reliability of the New Testament, it's a shame that I have to make constant reference to Dan Brown throughout. I thought the thing sucked! Haven't people ever read books before? Calvin and Hobbes makes me think more than this! Eat my mouldy toast Danny boy!

the fight

2006-05-13T07:56:00.000Z

'Those who live according to the sinful nature have their minds set on what that nature desires; but those who live in accordance with the Spirit have their minds set on what the Spirit desires. The mind of sinful man is death, but the mind controlled by the Spirit is life and peace.'
Romans 8:5

"The Holy Spirit creates desires in us and sin creates desires in us. We can choose to focus our minds on one or the other. If we want to walk more closely with the Holy Spirit, then we will set about desiring what the Spirit desires and denying what our sinful nature desires in all the decisions of the day.
The Spirit is within us and desires to obey God. We could not experience this new desire before we became Christians. All we knew was a strong desire to disobey, even if we dressed it up in an outwards show of morality. Now we have a strong desire to obey. The Spirit achieves the goal of the law in us (something the law itself could never do) by changing us, not with an external list, but by transforming our hearts and attitudes.
We are changed from the inside out. God has transformed, and is transforming, our desires. The Spirit gives power over sin in the Christian life."
Marcus Honeysett, 'Finding Joy', IVP

"So I say, live by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires of the sinful nature. For the sinful nature desires what is contrary to the Spirit, and the Spirit what is contrary to the sinful nature. They are in conflict with each other, so that you do not do what you want. But if you are led by the Spirit, you are not under law."
Galatians 5:16-18

Thanks Marcus
Praise be to Father, Son, and Holy Spirit!

falmouth docks at dusk (on thursday)

2006-05-13T07:55:00.000Z

wise and true!

2006-05-13T07:52:00.000Z

'This is what the Lord says:
Cursed is the one who trusts in man, who depends on flesh for his strength and whose heart turns away from the Lord. He will be like a bush in the wastelands; he will not see prosperity when it comes. He will dwell in the parched places of the desert, in a salt land where no-one lives.
But blessed is the man who trusts in the Lord, whose confidence is in him. He will be like a tree planted by the water that sends out its roots by the stream. It does not fear when heat comes; its leaves are always green. It has no worries in a year of drought and never fails to bear fruit.'
Jeremiah 17:5-8

you make me feel... mighty real

2006-05-03T17:32:00.000Z

sorry for not blogging for a while, I don't want my wife to lose me to the cyberworld...

7 recent emotions - what has been making me feel:

excited: that I am in a personal relationship with God and the reason for my existence is not me
gutted: that I usually live life as if its reason is me
stressed out: that I seem to be losing the ability to manage my diary
at peace: that God is the author of history and the creator of time!
frustrated: that my wife is still ill
purposeful: that her illness can teach me to put others first
bewitched: west wing series 3

holiday in france

2006-04-23T17:24:00.000Z

Read, ate, played boules, practiced gallic shrugs, saw old buildings, went to an odd theme park, appreciated French cuisine, that sort of thing. Nice to see a different culture, get a proper rest, and have a laugh with my wife and her folks.

the cuban brothers

2006-04-02T11:51:00.000Z

On a completely superficial note...

I knew these guys once.
Just thought I'd state that for the record, before they hit the big time. I bongo'd for them on a couple of occasions and we used to hang out with them in the Cellar Bar in Edinburgh when they were perfecting their engleesh and practicing breakdancing in their y-fronts.

I felt the need to air that. I'm at a significant age in my life where people of my generation are getting famous and successful, and so I have a number of nearly-famous friends, and famous nearly-friends. Nearly-famous friends are mates who are successful but not famous (Richie Hart, Tom Pearson - see, you've never heard of them, but I have); famous nearly-friends are famous people who are successful but are friends of my friends and not friends of my own (5 at the last count). But finally, I get to state knowledge of famous people in my own right! Except, they won't remember who I am, and if they become notorious for being very rude, I'll deny it. Apart from that, I've made it! Hurrah!

smash n grab

2006-04-02T11:48:00.000Z

Last week during the night, someone smashed in the rear windscreen of our car while it was parked in the driveway(see left - I've smudged out the number plate in case they come back with a bag of fishes). They did it just to steal the spoiler. Why bother? If they wanted it that much, they could have knocked on the door and asked for it, and I would have considered giving it to them.
Gutted also at the missed gospel opportunity... my neighbour was shocked why someone would do such a destructive thing... because we're all wretched in sin at birth and all of us are capable and guilty! That's what I should have said.

www.tell-me-more.org

the marriage of objective truth and subjective experience

2006-04-02T11:43:00.000Z

This morning in church we looked at Romans 5:1-11 which explains how the objective truth and subjective experience of the gospel must go hand in hand. v1-2 through Christ we have access to God (objective), so have peace (subjective). v3-5 we also can rejoice in our sufferings, because by the Holy Spirit we have the love of God in our hearts (subjective). v6-8 this is how big the love of God is (objective). v9-11 not only does God's love leave us justified (objective), but we are reconciled to God (subjective)!

compelled but at a loss...

2006-04-01T11:01:00.000Z

Last night Anna and I went to see The Constant Gardener. I can't remember the last time I've been so moved by a film (actually I can - the first breath of Vader in Revenge of the Sith). At the end the whole cinema sat in silence, and as we walked back to the car it felt more like we'd heard a heart-slamming sermon than just watched a movie. It raised many thoughts about marriage - adultery, trust, protection, grief - and more about the state of the world we live in. It beggars belief that the west can so completely screw developing nations, and it's gutting to be told that as individuals there's really nothing we can do about it.
The Coffee Bible Club have been blogging about the Christian responsibility towards social action - haven't read it yet, but have read Good News To The Poor by Tim Chester. He raises some challenging points. What is frustrating about evangelical social action - and I include myself in this - is the hypocrisy of it. Why do we campaign against government when our rights as Christians are oppressed, but not for the needy? We are right to speak out for persecuted Christians across the world, but why are we silent in the cause for persecuted nations? Praise the Lord that the gospel is the answer, not only for spiritual needs but has social and political dimensions too. But can individuals really do nothing? If God's church is really the hope for the world then it seems we need to work harder at convincing the world this is true.

As we drove home Anna said that it was not only a good night at the cinema, but it felt worthwhile. We felt compelled to do something about it - at the moment we're just not sure what.

burning sulphur

2006-03-23T20:10:00.000Z

Was very challenged reading Genesis 19 today. I think I've always seen Lot as a bit of a hero - determined to live it out in Sodom as a good guy, befriending heathens rather than just hanging out with Abram. However, I realised today that the Bible sees him as an idiot, because he was simply flirting with sin.
Read Genesis 19 and ask the question, "What did Lot gain for himself and his family by his association with Sodom?" Answer: much pain and sorrow, and little else! Lot wasn't a hero, he was a very foolish man. We should learn from his mistake - don't try and flirt with sin. Not big, not clever. Don't ever think it's good for you or for anyone else. Clear out - and don't look back or you'll turn into a pillar of salt.
A helpful and powerful lesson to kick the day into gear!

the sith lord at work

2006-03-14T23:14:00.000Z

bring on the sun!

2006-03-09T11:25:00.000Z

An important day... the sun is shining so today, I, ever the optimist, am wearing shorts for the first time this year. Cornwall is great.

home groups

2006-03-01T09:15:00.000Z

Home groups are great! People come round, chat about the bible, encourage one another, then bake you pancakes, do your washing up, and as they leave thank you for the experience!

not much to say today except...

2006-02-28T09:14:00.000Z

Scotland 18
England 12.
Hahaha!

Check out the Scottish intimidation tactics. Brave maneouvre really - it's just as well they won or it all could have looked a bit silly.

I love the winter olympics!

2006-02-19T20:58:00.000Z

Ian seems to think the winter olympics is dull and pointless. I beg to differ.
I love the winter olympics, for the following reasons:
1) Most of the sports are really bizarre. In the normal olympics you have running and archery, and other sports which have a vague connection to everyday life. Not so in the winter olympics. Most of the sports are just utterly pointless, with no practical benefit, and are done just for the sheer love of sport. Brilliant. And who on earth invented the bobsleigh? You can imagine a couple of Austrians in the 1920s just having a laugh with an old car chassis and then getting rather good at it.
2) Most of the sports are really hard. You have to be very good at ice skating to catch someone else without falling over. You have to be really, really fit to do cross-country skiing. That's admirable athleticism.
3) Most of the sports are really mental. You have to be slightly mad to throw yourself down a slope on a wooden tray at 80mph. I'm sure even the downhill skiers could actually die if they came off wrong. That appeals to me. I find surfing scary because of the sea element, but the skeletal bob, now that looks like fun. I'd really really like to have a go at it. I'm sure some of the sledging we did as children isn't much different.

cool!

2006-02-09T21:36:00.000Z

You scored as The Thing. With his brutish appearance and heart of gold, Ben Grim is a paradox. He hates his "condition," but he endures it for the good of the team. Ben is kind, loving, but hot-headed and emotional. He's really a romantic at heart, but he hides it behind his gruff exterior. His solution to most problems is to crush it.

The Thing

75%

The Hulk

65%

Mr. Fantastic

55%

The Invisible Girl

50%

Blade

50%

Cyclops

50%

The Human Torch

50%

Storm

40%

Daredevil

40%

Wolverine

25%

Elektra

25%

The Punisher

25%

Spider-Man

15%

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me and the lovely wife

2006-02-09T21:23:00.000Z

eden project 14th jan

2006-01-30T23:20:00.000Z

blue eden

eden project 14th jan

2006-01-19T20:35:00.000Z

eden burning

eden project 14th jan

2006-01-17T18:06:00.000Z

green eden

eden project 14th jan

2006-01-16T08:46:00.000Z

eden bubbles

eden project 14th jan

2006-01-15T16:06:00.000Z

this way please
(more to follow)

let it begin

2006-01-15T15:29:00.000Z

Finally I've done it. It's taken much consideration, reflections on the state of my personality and implications on my social life, and a number of personal blogstandards put in place but I now have my own personal blog.
It was my birthday yesterday and my lovely wife bought me a digital camera. When I take a nice picture I need to be able to do something with it, so setting up a pic blog seemed a good idea.
Surf Fisher is not a poor attempt to explain that I am living in Falmouth trying to tell people about Jesus, honest - it explains my surf technique. I spend so much time just sitting on my board out back that I may as well have a rod with me. It would be more productive. Having this blog name will encourage me to shift my ass and paddle in for some waves - once I do I'll be able to think up a far nicer name for my blog.
Er, none of that was metaphorical, I was actually telling myself to surf better.